ThEsE aRe My iDeAs.. tHiS iS mY sWeAt AnD tEaRs

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 05:07:14 GMT

i got a new journal.. its a new year, so i felt like a fresh start would be good. i put 2 entries from this journal up, and the new one will be friends only. so just comment here or there & add mee.. :D

the name is : _sarahh

ima get in the zonne..

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 05:51:55 GMT

heyy ladies.. just thought id do a quick update. things are going ariight.

theyre cutting my hours @ work, but they seem to keep calling me in cause other people call out. i put in an application @ wet seal, but no call yet. i would <333 to work there. ill apply to old navy next week i think.

boys are another thing. theyre just so damn difficult & i just wanna find a normal one that i can seee & chill withh. lol

anyway, thanksgiving was good. i love me some food, so i was happy. got my mashed potatoes & stuffing. lol and yeaa just chilled with my sister the rest of the day. did our nails, watched anger management & goldmember. toight like a toiger. lolol

i have to work tomorrow from 11 - 5. im scared. its black friday & ive never even shopped.. let alone WORKED on black friday. lol wish me luck cause i think ima need it.

but when i come home.. the house should be empty. my dad & jame are going upstate to see his mom and sleeping there, so its just me & chris. i have to find suttin to do tho cause i dun wanna sit home.. well at least not alone.

but yeaa.. hope everyone had a good thanksgiving & have a great weekendd <3

noooow that i can dannncee..

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 03:41:03 GMT

WHAT SHOULD I BE FOR HALLOWEEN? we hafta dress up as "famous people" for school.. gimme some gooood ideas!

helllllp.

its a beautiful night.. whoa o o ooo..

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 19:10:43 GMT

WHAT SHOULD I BE FOR HALLOWEEN? we hafta dress up as "famous people" for school.. gimme some gooood ideas! i just wrote that big to catch ppl's eyes in case they dont wanna read the whole thing.. heh :)

wow its been a while.. i just wanted to update quick.. ive been pretty busy lately with work and school and just chillin lol so sorry for not commenting and updating and stuff..

work is going good.. theres a new manager and hes hiring a bunch of new people & i do register now and its fun tiimes.. got paid 2wice already.. i only end up with like 40 - 50$ after insurance.. ech.

school is good too. retook the SATs on saturday.. hope i did ariight.. and yea i feel like i should be applying to college and writing my essay and just.. caring, but i dont. and its bad cause ima end up not knowing where i wanna go. blahh i hafta get on the balll..

sometimes i dont like coming home. like now im so used to either being in school, at work, out with my friends, or home alone; so when i come here and i see my fam i just get mad sometimes like all they do is have a comment to make about me doing sumthin or other wrong.

but on a good note.. this past weekend had to be one of the best ones.. ever. friday me & mon went to vinnys and we all drove around til 430 when we dropped mon off then me & him went to BK and sat in the car parked for 2 hours talking. then when he hadda go i picked up mikey and he came here and me him and my sis looked at piics and then mon came and got us and me & mikey went there and the 3 of us watched scarface.

saturday i had work 2 - 10 and then afterwards i chilled with monica and tonii. sunday i worked 11 - 7:30 and then i went and picked up vin and brought him back here and he changed my sister's phone case and he just chilled til like 11.

monday.. we had off, so me mon vin jess & stephan went bowling at new roc.. then to taco bell.. then stuck in traffic on the thruway, cause i got us lost and then we went to marcs and played tackle soccer & football with marc and toni. it was soo much fun though and i had the bestt day.

but yeaa thats about all.. ill try and comment sometime, but i hope everyones okay and comment and lemme know whatsupp.. :D peaaace<3

ima flirt til it hurt in a throwback skiirt..

Thu, 11 Sep 2003 19:36:10 GMT

mm yea.. ive just been lazy. lol but everything is going goood. school is.. school. you know ~~work~~ & all that issh. and umm my driving is okay. i drive to school & home.

today was supposed to be my first day of work, but they said tomorrow. so tomorrow 3 - 10 is my first day of work @ suncoast. so wiish me luckk :)

but yeaa just wanted to quick update.. i still comment a little, but yeaa.. holler @ me if you need meee <3

nelly i looove you.. i need you..

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 15:59:15 GMT

thursday in school was ok. it was seniors only, so we hadda listen to some college talk & buy books. then toni drove us home and i got mcdonalds & mon had her first KFC. so then we chilled @ mon's and then went to mcdonalds. [sex talks bout toni's car * mon's bun goin up n down] and then we went overr to mount and brought marc, sam, & vinny some food and we threw um ALL our garbage under the car. it was funny..

then we went back to mon's and had the GREATEST discussion ever. haha [the poor pillow & sendin toni on a mission] then after toni left.. me & monica went to cc to drop off/get some job applications. we got 7 and dropped off 2.. it was NICE. then later that night, my aunt's came over. havent seen them in like 10 years.. it was goood.

friday school was ariight.. we got to leave a little early, but we hadda wait for my bro anyway. lol so after school i changed & me and monica went to drop off our applications. then went to bxville to look for some scope & got another application. lol then mikey called & told me to come pick up him & vin, so i was like ok. first mon had to pee tho grrr. so we picked them up & went to modells on central.

they bought what they hadda.. "bought" lollol monica. and then vin got mcdonalds, but i knocked the chicken out of the sandwich so he got some more. and mon got some and mikey got bk. we ate in "the shade" where these vicious seagulls kept attacking! and thenn vinny and mikey tried to ~~steal~~ my car keys. lol but mon is a good track runner.. and kept em lol so then we went in duane reade & FINALLY found the mini scopes lol

so we dropped mon off after & me, vin, and mikey went to vinny's dads gas station to see vinnys new car and then came here to wait for mon to get ready. then we picked up krys & drove her and monica to justin's and me, mikey, & vin went to vinnys house. their puppy is soooo cute & his fam is so nice. lol then we watched a lil vacation video. then went to melly's to see the new house & help a lil. got eaten alive by mosquitoes. i hadda bring the car home so left at like 815, dropped off her uncle and came home. then jame brought me, vin, & mikey back to mikeys.

we just chilled there a lil & his brother was feelin me up & licking me. and then we walked down the street, where they decided to climb the telephone poles. it was entertaining. lol then we just sat there and talked til like 1030. then vin hadda leavee so i stayed @ mikeys til like 12 and we just talked on his porch/front of the house thing. but yea.. i was def a PIMPP last night.. even if they say i wasnt lol :D

and yeaa that was long, but i hadda write it. very memorable. lol so on the job issue.. suncoast called for an interview today & pay half said to come @ 4 for a survey on monday. so yeaa.. wish me luck <3 and ima go get readyy.. peacee<33

atl shortyy dont disrespect itt..

Thu, 04 Sep 2003 02:38:57 GMT

ariight.. so today was the "first" day of school. i drove there & home and i did pretty good. i like my schedule for the most part. me & mon have all but one class and gym together. and i have a lot of classes with krys & toni and like ppl i know, so im good. havent met all the teachers, but what i did meet.. theyre ariight.

so after school.. me, jess, & allison went to taco bell and then i dropped them off and went with my brother to the car place. so after that me & jess decided to go buy me a bookbag. none in CC, so we went to the galleria. everything was goin good i got a nice new bookbag. and then as were on our way home.. i ~~hit~~ a car.

yep. one week and 2 days after i get my license & the first day i have my own car.. i have my first ~~accident~~. cops came and all that.. there wasnt too much damage to my car. a dent & sum red paint.. no injuries to anyone. i cried & i was worried..

soo then when we got to come home we went and got pics.. they made me a lil happier. i talked to my dad & jame. my dad was pretty calm & ok, but jame was mad and just ignored me so she didnt say anythin bad, but shes ok now.

i hope everythings ok & nuthin happens tho. well yea.. so it wasnt the best day ever, but paradise hotel was good :\ lol but yeaa.. ima go try and be happy & then goto bed. niite<3

baby boy you stay on my miind..

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 03:04:29 GMT

well.. this is it. summer vacation is officially ~~over~~ :\ tomorrow is the first day of school. 1130 dismissal tom, thurs, & fri. i wouldnt mind going if i didnt hafta get up @ 6. lol but yeaa.. at least i get to drive there & home :D

yesterday was labor day. i sat around all day & then ended up going to monica's. chilled there, ate dinner, & then her parents let her out til 8:07. so we drove around pelham & then went to cross county to see marc, vinny, & stephan. so we chilled there til like 830 [~~poop~~ fetish convo * 3way hugs * them stealing my car keys * squeezing in my car] and then i came home and didd nuthin.

today was rainy.. again. i stayed home until jame got back from getting her new car. went to return my bookbag & got $53 back. then we went to tina's to hear a wedding band and then came homee..

so now that jame got a new car the eclipse is mine. i just hafta get a job by the end of this month, so my dad knows i can handle paying the insurance. so wish me luck or else im car-less :\

butt i hafta goto bed now, so i can wake up at 6! :D< but yeaa.. ill update & comment tomorrow.. niiite<3

from the windoooooow.. to the wallllll

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 05:59:48 GMT

friday mikey & his friend eric came down, so me, mon, & marc went to athenas and then to monicas. ended up @ marc's playin baseball in the street. lol then i got the car and drove around with mon.. took mikey & eric to get clothes. dropped off the car and chilled @ marcs with mon & jess. [the ~~lieball~~] we left at like 1130 & i slept at jess'.

saturday i went to monica's bbq which turned out to be a surprise bday party for me. i walked in and they yelled surprise & i just started shaking. lol but it was great.. i love monica. and yeaa so like everyone & their mom was there and it was funn. we met rudy, who was like unbelievably polite & yeaa it was just great timess.. good food. i loved it. stayed there til like 130.

today me & mon went driving around. stopped @ old navy and got a job application then went to CVS. all week ive been wanting taco bell, so we figured out how to get there & ate in the parking lot. then we didnt really know the way home, so we went to mikeys but he wasnt there so we just drove around yonkers. went straight and ended up in another town & then we just followed around a black jetta. but i lost it cause i stopped @ a "fake stop sign" lol so then we chilled at mikeys.

he showered but we hadda go.. so we went back to monicas and cleaned a little & then my dad drove us to mikeys for the "pizza party". then melly, her sisters, & vinny came. we just chilled.. it was good tiimes. we left at like 1130. andd now im home talkin to mon, jess, & vinnny.

but yea im one happy lil camper right now, so ima goo talk and then goto bedd. niiite<33

everybody comes to holllywoood..

Fri, 29 Aug 2003 16:40:41 GMT

wednesday was a good day.. me, jess, & marc chilled.. picked up monica & krys @ mikey's and then i came homme. at like 6.. i took out the car & picked up jess and did a little cruisin. :D went to visit dena & then picked up marc and went to see toni. rendezvouus.. haha. yea and then went to see monica and sam & gary came by and we followed them home. then me & jess went to watch paradise hotel. that is the BEST show ever..

thursday i went to the dentist, pizza hut, & wcc with my brother. @ like 430.. i went to the doctor w/ jame and when i came home took out the car. lol me & jess went drivingg. we found johnny, so gave him a ride to his friends.. then went on a lil car hunt. ahemm jess. then stopped @ 711 to get some slurpees for the VMAs & dropped the car home and went to jess' to watch them.

the VMAs were good. brit, xtina, madonna, & missy was GREAAAT. 50 cent was so funny stealin the moon men & his performance was hott. em was tooo funny with his lil puppet. em & 50 are soo cute together. beyonce made me angry.. she didnt even sing. good charlotte was really good.. i like joel's jacket, and the hand motions were great. lol mary j did soo good & i love her song w/ 50.<3 & christina did good too.. she has the greatesttt voice..

but yeaa.. i just wanted to update quiick. i looove having my lisence and being able to drive around & go anywhere. lol but ima go make a cruisin cd.. so ill update laterr. peacce<3

pon dii river.. pon dii bankks..

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 05:54:49 GMT

just wanted to update riight quiick..

my birthday was really great. woke up @ 11 & got all ready and whatever and then jess came over. so at like 130 marc, mon, & krys ring the bell and when i open the door marc was holding a cake and they all sang happy bday. it was soo niice.. & krys bought me the finding nemo turtle & candy :P

so we all chilled & then went to athenas to eat. & ohh man.. this old woman in there had a STARING problem. like she was just watching us. then she busts out a cell phone & we're all like whaaaat?! and she starts talking, and when i say talking i mean screaming. by the end of her convo.. we knew her life story. she was waiting for lou to pick her up & while she was in the bathroom for an hour.. we saw lou staring in the window and when she came out(with toilet paper on her shoe) she confirmed that it was, in fact, lou. lol

so then we all decided to go driving around. went to CC to see toni then just did a lil round in MV and then marc dropped us off. jame came home and gave me my gift. a cute pink/gray north face bookbag. :D and then mon & krystal left and jami let me take the car out!

so me & jess drove around a little, dropped jame off.. went home to eat, and then went back out driving & picked up monica. so i drove frum like 6 - 9 & it was some good times.. i like having a lisence. lol so when i hadda bring the car back.. my dad dropped us off @ mon's and we watched the OC, real world, & that jess simpson show.

the oc was greatt.. real world isnt too good lately & jess simpson made me ~~angry~~ tonight. lol but whateverr you know.. but yeaa thats about it.. ima go to sleep, but thanx for the comments :D niite<33

i LOVE my friends..

go shortyyy.. its my birthday :D

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 05:45:41 GMT

i am soo happy right now, but b4 i get there.. lemme start where i left off.. friday.

me, mon, mikey, & marc chilled @ marc's in the day. and we all went to krystals house @ night. me, monica, krys, justin, marc, mikey, & julissa. and we all just chilled, played with the kitty, charades, board games, basketball. it was hot, but really fun. then we played figure it out til we left @ like 12? (weiner eating contest winner haha) and yea i had a good time.. there was a lil ~~drama~~.. problem, but we wont go there :|

the weekend was a lil buusy. saturday was a lil fair in fleetwood & then me and jame went out to look for some bday gifts and when we came home we watched charlies angels. it was a good movie.. lol i know im a lil late on the 1st one but shh. on sunday we had a lil yearly bbq @ glen island. guest list : dad, diane, paulie, mon, jess, marc, mikey, jami, victor, billy, gary, lil chris, tina, mike, & eve. it was funn.. played some football, baseball, & mini golf and um ate.. a lot. :D

afterwards me, mon, jess, marc, & mikey went to mikeys and went swimming. well that is after slap boxing each other. marc let me win so i could fit mikey & he was vicious. then we went in the pool & it was freeezing. played the movie game though and when we got out.. had pizza & played candyland, dont break the ice, & sorry. and nick, mikeys lil bro, told us that "sex is making love & making love is when the boy chews on the girls boob" and then tried to demonstrate on monica. haha gooood times.

todayy i took my road test & i passed! yes that is right.. SARAH IS NOW AN OFFICIAL LICENSED DRIVERR! :D it was the best bday present, and oh look @ that its officially my bday too! so after gettin a slurpee con diane & calling everyone.. marc picked me up & me, him, & jess drove around. followed the car of his dream & relived our road tests. then we went to marcs and said hi to his mom. she gave us vanilla pepsi(which is REALLY good) & homemade cookies then we came here.. toni came by for a lil and then we went to monicas.

we all wrote the greatest letter ever and then when i came home i just chilled @ jess'. at 12 i got some callls. marc was first right at 12, then jess, mon, krystal, & toni. i <33 my friends :D

but yeaa soo its my birthday & im reallly tired, so ima goto bed. i think my update is ~~long~~, so sorry. lol but yeaa.. niite<3

young b and the r o c..

Fri, 22 Aug 2003 06:08:47 GMT

im bored again so i thought id write you kids a lil suttin suttin.. lol :D

yesterday was wednesday. i chilled with monica all day.. we went to athenas & i got a free buttered roll. lol toni came over & we went to see sean, then i went to work with monica from 6-9. chilled @ her casa til 10 and then watched paradise hotel with my sister. i <33 that show soo much. lol then me, mon, & mikey stayed on 3way til about 5am.

today i did nothing til jame got home. went with her to get a manicure & then went to cross county. got 2 pairs of cute boxers from victorias secret. then we had some pizza hut for dinner. got me my garlic bread w/ cheese :P yum.

butt yea thats about all. i was just watching this show facing fame i think.. on E! and it was crazy. they made this girl look a LOT like britney spears & tried to see who they could fool. it was funn.

yeaa but now i have to goto sleep cause im a tiired lil camper. ill comment & maybe update tomorrow. niite loves<33

heartbreak a fake smile and 2000 miles..

Tue, 19 Aug 2003 20:52:55 GMT

im ~~borred~~ so i thought maybe ill update a little. this past week has been pretty good. where should i startt..

ok so the infamous blackout 03. lol "i was in my kitchen.." haha but yeaa that day i stayed with jess like all day. we walked around with johnny & kamil and chilled in her basment. it was really cool at night cause like everyone was just chillin outside with flashlights and alcohol & the only thing open was like pizza pizza. so we walked there & 711 and yea it was funn. i slept there and we stayed up til like 4.

the next day when we woke up everyone had their power back except mv(our city lol), so we went to the movies & saw freddy vs. jason. when we came back.. we had lights & all :\ and that night.. me, mon, toni, marc, & mikey(the freakin 5) chilled @ monica's. it was fun.. we played the jackass game & bingo :D

saturday & sunday i went shopping w/ jami cause she's a little bit of a shop-a-holic. and saturday niight.. me, mon, & toni went to mikey's house. chilled with nick for a while, sang sister act w/ him, ate dinner, watched nsync, and then toni left and me & mon just chilllled til like 1230. we went midnight swimming :D i loove swimming. lol

and yea thats about all.. yesterday was mi padre's cumpleanos, but he had to goto texas for business. my bro went to texas for work too.. so me & jame are on our own. lol but yea.. ima go get ready to go out with tmnt. byeee<3

7 days til my bday! :D

honestlyy.. if i tell.. tell you whatt

Thu, 14 Aug 2003 05:43:21 GMT

okay.. i made 2 new icons.. so i have a new default and then a new hilary duff one. so lemme know what you thiink..
[and btw.. i know audience is spelled wrong.. i just wrote it like that cause thats how jayz says it. heh]

today mikey & marc came over to pick me up then we walked over to marc's and ate and waited for everyone to come. mikey & me ~~hated~~ each other, but we're okay now. lol then me, mikey, marc, toni, monica, sam, & krystal went to new roc.

walked around for a little & then went to the bowling alley. met up with joey, sean, and another kid & later stephan. it was tmnt + mikey vs. sam,marc, joey, sean, & the kid. we bowled 3 games and it was sooo much fun. we havent all chilled together in soo long & i dunno it was just great. dancin, singin, competing.. haha it was great.

but yeaa.. ima goo to bed. niite yall<3

youre it youre the ultimatte..

Wed, 13 Aug 2003 06:23:39 GMT

NEW LAYOUT!

i was expecting it to come out better, but this is what i got. i wanted to do gray, blue, & orange.. but i couldnt get the orange to fit in right.. any suggstions?

i made a new icon.. thought it was a cute pic & then started to experiment with the lil eraser button lol. & i also made a new user info. new colors, short & sweet, and a lil collage i made.

lemme know what yall think.. :D. niite<3

i really like what uve done too mee..

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 04:29:02 GMT

today was funn.. i wore my new skirt & it was soo cute. lol but yeaa it was a great day minus the lil bit of rain when we first went out.

so me & jame went to the galleria, westchester & cvs and just hadda return some stuff or whatever. then i drove home from CVS.. i did pretty good, but the 1st spot i tried to get into i ~~couldnt~~, so i pulled into an easier one :x lol but yeaa then we came in and ate.. macaroni :P yummy.

then i helped jame make thank you cards for the people @ her office. they came out soo cute.. we had a lil arts & craft time.. lol and then we hadda goto her office and drop em off. and i came in & helped her pick an outfit for her new job tom.

but yea.. now im just chillin and ima post the pics now.. so yeaa enjoy :D niite<3

all of us @ mon's memorial day BBQ.. thats the "gangsterr" pic.. lol

lil groups of some of us @ mon's bday party

my lil fish friend & a starfish from when we went snorkeling on the cruise :D

funny moments caught on camera.. lol
the first one is me with my hair CAUGHT in the hair dryer.. ow i asked jess for help soo she took a pic. lol and the 2nd is mee checkin my voicemail & mon told me some ~~upsetting~~ news and i was screaming "nooo" lol so jess' sis took a pic.

a little towel animal funn.. lol
1. jess bitin a monkey's foot 2. me & the cute lil turtle and 3 & 4. me and jess chillin with the "dinosaur".. mmhm.. dirty minds.. lol

me drinkin out of the lil spongebob cup mon & krys got mee :D

the REALLY cute chocolate covered strawberries they had. i ate all those myself :) heh

fifty umm.. jay-z andd nass..

Sun, 03 Aug 2003 04:46:33 GMT

ahhh today made me soo happy! like it was just a great day & i needed it. :)

so i woke up and me, mon & lyss planned to go shopping @ the galleria. we got there and ate & then shopped from like 3 - 8. it was crazy lol. i got 3 pairs of undies, socks & 4 lil wristband things. andd it was just good times. [the guy smilin as he walked by * me ~~breakin~~ the escalator * mon tryin to find a bathin suit bottom * "do you have those things for your feet?" "um.. socks?"]

after the galleria we went over to krystals and chilled with her & sam. i havent seen them in years cause she was on vacation & sam was just.. i dunno where. lol so we played with her new lil kitten oreo for a lil & then we went to sam's and went in the POOOOL!

now.. any1 whos been swimming recently & updated bout it knows i was soo jealous, but i finally got to swim & wow was it sooo great! we played jailbreak or sumthin & pass the sarah which became capture sarah. lol that 2nd one was umm.. intrestin. it was basically mon slamming me into the walls, lyss tryin to get me frum her & sam and krys biting each other. lol but i had fun. lol [the boogie boards * mon finally comin in with her shorts on & then gettin naked and changin * everyone grabbin krys' boobs * "i HAVE to hold my nose!"]

but yea i really enjoyed today :D i <33 my friends a lot and i really dunno whatd i do without them. but yeaa i just wanted to quick update.. ima goo talk to monica. niiite<33

ohh.. and ill post the piics tomorrow.. cause i havent uploaded em all yett.. :]

secret agennnt man.. secret agenttt man..

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 05:14:43 GMT

HAPPY AUGUST!
25 days til my bday :D

today was a ~~rainy~~ day & it made me not sohappy :\

me, mon & lyss went to athenas for some food and then went to get some candy and came back here to chill.. good times. when jame came home we went to bloomies & nordstrom. she got 2 cute jackets and then we came home and ate pizza & watched just married w/ my dad & diane.

i finallly got my scanner to work today & i scanned lots of pics.. i just have to crop them and upload them, so ill do that tomorrow. well.. hopefully i wont be sittin home again tomorrow. i just wanna have a life like the old days :\

but yeaa ima go.. no one suggested any colors for a new layout yesterday, so feel free todayy.. niite<33

get your pibbb on.. get your pibbb on

Fri, 01 Aug 2003 06:21:04 GMT

whatupp whatup? :D so yesterday and today were both good days.. finally. lol

yesterday monica, deloreon, mike & sean cam over after they got out of work, but sean was the only one that stayed. so we chilled in the courtyard til like 430 and then mon stayed for a little longer. it was good timmes. then at night marc wanted me to goto his friends house, but i had no1 else to go with as my "cling-on" (lol mon) so i didnt go. watched paradise hotel though.. i <3 it. lol

todaay monica, mike & deloreon came over.. soaking wet and deloreon had a water gun. so they came in while i did my hair & he just sprayed everyone then we walked to monica's. me, her & mike chilled on the porch til like 430 and then my sis came to get me & we went to the palisades.

did a little shopping & got some food. i got a great denim mini & a white polo from hollister and then this cute lil pink fuzzy.. cap/paperboy hat(lil hard to explain) from h&m. came home and marc, toni, joe, joe & nick were outside. so i stayed out.. then they all left and gary, billy, lyss, chris & jess came out. chillin like the old times it was good until it started ~~pourin~~. lol [big pibbin * enormous * the pibbz parodies]

but yea it was def good chillin like last summer. brought back some good memories. i miss them a little.. but i dunno.. i just never thought it would be the same anymore.

ariight well thats all.. ima goo find some people to add & maybe think of a layout idea. i want a new layout and icons & i wanna do that whole picture above that box w/ the icon and user info links, but i dunno how. :\ lol well.. what colors should i useee? leave comments! niiite<3

the skirt i got.. soo cute!

the polo i got.. it had such a niice fit!

the skirt i fell in love with.. but naturally they didnt have my size :\

p.s. still workin on fixin the scannner :)

miss trinna make the ballas wanna sturrr..

Wed, 30 Jul 2003 04:17:01 GMT

i havent updated in a while, but i have a badd memory so i dont really remember what happened. lol

summer's been pretty good.. i really dont want it to end. only ~~one month~~ left :\ but my bday is comin up soon.. woooot. lol this past week ive been kinda not happy tho, cause ive just been bored out of my mind. like i just feel like theres nothin to doo and just nowhere to go. blahhh :| so hopefully that will change.

i wanna post some pics, cause i have tons.. like frum just hangin out, the cruise, & my senior proofs. but yeaa i dunno whats wrong with my scanner.. ill hafta get chris to fix it.

ariight well i just wanted to update reall quick.. ima go watch tom green & comment a little.. niite<3

everybody lets get dooe.. get doe..

Sat, 19 Jul 2003 06:51:15 GMT

welll.. i got back on wednesday. the cruise was really nice.. i went snorkeling in st. thomas/st. john & i swam with dolphins in tortola. im not used to 8 days away, so that effected me a little sometimes, but i still had a great time.

took lots of pics, but my scanner isnt ~~workin~~.. ill try n fix it and maybe post some. oh and there was a couple of hotties on the ship, but most of the people seemed kinda young.. whatever. lol

well yea.. when i got home i just settled down a lil & i 4got what i did the rest of the day, but at night i went to athenas with monica, lyss, krys, toni & marc. it was soo good seeing everyone again. i <33 my friends :)

so thursday in the day i went shopping with jame. went to 4th ave & got a pink trucker hat<33, 2 wristbands for me & krys, an all white bandanna for under the hat, and a pink bandanna. then we went to modells & i got some black mesh soffes.. good stuff.

at night i went to vinny's house with kate, caitlyn, diana, mikey & joe. it was some fun times.. besides vinny "borrowing" half my pics. lol but yea from what i saw his house is nice & his kitchen is huge.. he even has his own cold cut slicer. lol

oh and he has a lil garden ~~snake~~ and decided to take it out & touch me with it and wow i was crying. im deathly afraid of snakes, but then i went upstairs and he had a turtle so i was happy. everyone but me and joe left at like 11, so i chilled with the 2 of them til my sis aka "my twin" came.

today.. i did nothing in the day and then at night.. me, mon, lyss, krys, toni, marc, justin & mikey walked over to pizza pizza and met up with sean & mike. had a lil sumthin to eat and then walked back to mon's. we chilled in the basement & listened to mikey's CD. i got a "lap dance" to hott in herre frum him. lol

thenn later stephan & vinny came but vin left after a lil. he asked marc for a lapdance, but i was sittin next to him so it was a joint one.. lil traumatizin but im ariight. so yea then everyone left and me, mon, & krys just chilled while we waited for a cab. i <3 them :D

but yeaa i just wanted to update right quiick. ima go talk to krys & maybe commentt? well yea.. niite<33

baby when were grindin i get soo excitedd.. haha

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 06:25:26 GMT

its kinda ~~late~~, and i should goto bed but i wanted to update before i left.

ok so today was fun.. in the day me & mon went to the a&p, duane reade, and back to a&p. we got lunchables pizzas and chips and dip cause theyre the greatest. and then we came back here & ate and lyss came over.

after they left i started packin, did some laundry, and went to jess'. at like 830.. lyss came over and then mon and krys cause we were going to athenas. mon & krys bout me going away presents aka a lot of candy, but like stuff that reminds me of them. it was soo cute and i love it :D

so we walk over to athenas and when we get in there.. vinny, mike, sam, mikey, delorean, and caitlyn are waiting there and it was so cute i wanted to cry. lol it was a lil surprise bon voyage thing. then jac, kate, & diana came.. we all ate and chilled. then jac, kate, and diana left and we waited for caitlyn's dad outside. where we played the "fun game" aka delorean picked me up over his shoulders and spun me around in the middle of the street and then tried to do it to lyss, but she looked like a dancer. lol

then me, krys, mon, lyss, mikey, vinny, & sam walked to 711 and got slurpees and chilled outside dunkin donuts like the summer O2 days. it was good times..[animal crackers * pringles * 5-o * runnin around the train station gettin my shoes back * piggy back ride to the SMELLY elevator] then we chilled outside pizza pizza & waited for vinny's mom to come and he was hanging me over the railing.. really scary & then decided to spin me in the street too. lol then me, mon, krys, & sam were singin "too close" by next. haha goood times.

then the rest of us walked heree and waited for sam's madre and just talked about stufff. but yeaa ima miss my peoples soo much.. like they're just my family & i miss my real family too, so yeaa. lol

but yea.. ima goto bed now. im leavin at 1030 tomorrow morning and ill be gone til next wednesday. im going on a cruise to san juan, st. thomas, and tortola with jess & her familia. :D but yeaa ima miss yall.. so leave me lots of love. niiite<33

feels so good on my arm somethin like the baseball jackets with leather on the sleeve..

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 02:40:26 GMT

yesterday i went shopping with jami in the day. i had to get clothes & shampoo etc. for the cruise. i got some cute stuff.. 2 pairs of shorts from wet seal. 2 tank tops & flip flops from old navy. a tank top, a bra, and a skirt from h&m. new v-necks, peds, & a wifebeater. and i think thats about all. and then i got all the shampoo and stuff.

at like 830 i went over to krystals and monica, mike, krys, justin, vinny, & mikey were there. so we chilled and kate maher, jac, & sam came later. we just sat outside and talked and what nott. it was good times as usual. [the seal game * community cups * couples randomly leavin for hours lol] me & monica took a cab home and i got here at like 1.

today me, monica, & lyss went to athenas to eat and our waitress hated us. ham EGG and cheese. lol and then we went to duane reade and just chilled here til like 6. i was gunna curl jame's hair, but my brother locked himself out his car, so we hadda bring him his spare key. and i saw a lime green traffic cone.. crazy huh?

welll.. tomorrow is my last day before the cruise & my daddy is leaving for st. martin @ like 430 in the AM. lol but yeaa soo i hafta do a lot tomorrow.. like pack and everything. and my sis might start painting our room.(its gunna be red :D)

ive had a lot of stuff on my mind lately, so hopefully when i go on the cruise ill just relax and when i come back.. everything will be all good. but yea ima goto sleep now. niite</33

honestlyy if i tell.. tell you whattt.. what u wanna know love

Sat, 05 Jul 2003 06:26:43 GMT

HAPPY 4TH OF JULLLY!

hope everyone had a good day & night. i did.

in the day i went shopping with jame and i drove to cc, cvs, & modells. took the parkway home(fastt stuff there) and parallel parked(a nice spot right in front of the house). but yea i didnt buy anything, but jame got some cute shorts, soo ill just wear them. lol

at niight.. me & monica went over to sam's house and lyss & gary were already there and krys came later. they lit off some major fireworks.. and it was soo pretty. the cops came 2wice, but sam's dad couldve cared less. lol andd they ~~killed~~ a possum & i cried. but yeaa it was some good times and i had mucho fun.

tomorrow we're all going to krystal's, but ima lil ~~worried~~ cause its pretty much like all couples & then me. lol but i always worry about everything too much and think negative. wish i didnt though.. :\

well.. that was my day in a nutshell. there's 4 more days til i leave for my cruise :D andd thats about it. so ima goto bedd.. niite<3

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